DebbieSis and AlvinBro
wedding is like in 4 days !!!

and i still haven't decide
which to wear ?!????!?!





WHICH ONE ?!?!?!

mom likes to blue one
cause its less lowcut.
and look more sweet. o:

but i like the top one.
howhowhowhowhow !!!!

TELL ME PEOPLE !!!







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okay this edited post.
some people might be thinking why
would i even wna post this up.

Cause its about the collection
of my grandpa's bones and some rituals.

Somehow i think this blog is
like a journal for me.

too lazy to put life happenings
in pen and paper

and i wna post pictures
so when a few years down
the road i read back, i still
can rmb clealy wht happen. (:

so people if you think
you're gna be disgusted,
don't look down (:



the last picture
of my dearest late grandpa.

I miss him soooo much !
and my heart breaks
whenever i see my aunt
cry cause she feel lonely
and the fact that my grandpa
is gone forever.

and now im still nt used
to see my grandpa's room empty
whenever i go my aunt hse.

Its sooo....idk wht to say :/

2-3 weeks has pass.
but it seems like everything
happen ytd.

everything pass to quickly,
i couldn't catch up :/

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I miss Gerald and my aunt too !
they've gone bck to xmas island.

and im so use to seeing them like
everyday for the past 1 week.

and nw when i go to my aunt hse,
the place seems sooo empty. ):

btw, it was taken at Mandai.
while waiting for my grandpa's bones.



Gerald and Grandma <3



and aft we got the bones,
we went to this small room
to sort the bones out.







place the bone in some
cone shape thingy.



Us with my grandpa !









tie up the red cloth
thing and we went off
Bishan temple.



Like chi custom,
the elder son should carry his bones.













and they say a shadow
cnt be cast on the red cloth.
idk why also :x







getting into my dad's car.



and we reached Bishan temple.
thats my uncle from perth.



us again with my grandpa.

and idk why we all find it weird
why that lump of smoke is clouded
like a head shape infront of my
uncle's face. Somehow we think
that its a head shape and its my grandpa.

Plus my uncle, look super alike
like my grandpa !!!!!!

and i think i heard my aunt say that
my grandma felt the presence of my grandpa
there cause she said there's something
wrg with the smoke coming out frm the joss sticks. :/

wht we thought was our
grandpa wnted to tell us that
he has followed us to where
he should be resting and
somehow we feel eased.





and my uncle checking out
the urn they got. o:



idk wht they were doing.
like the adults need to put
some coins or wht in there.



My grandmas turn.



My aussie uncle a christian.
Somehow i feel grateful.

Cause he and my two other
eurasian cousins are like christians.

But they did not reject our buddhist custom
and they even held joss sticks !

cause frm wht i knw, christians
are not allowed to hold joss sticks.
and they did, which i felt very happy (:
without us even asking them.



This is all that is left of
my grandpa ! ):

frm flesh to bones.
so hard to accept.



His skull.











and we were all told to
place one of his bones
into the urn for some purpose.

Even the maid who looked aft him
joined us !!





and my grandpa has so much bones left,
they had no choice but to use this method
to 'squeeze his bones into the urn.



My grandma trying to see
wht is gng on.



almost done.



and placing my grandpa remains
at this place.











idk wht we were dng actually :x



temporary place to put
Grandpa for rituals.



















while praying.
don't ask me why i was not praying.

i was dying to pay some respect to my grandpa.
but my mom wnted me to take pictures !
for memories -.-

i was super pissed cause she
didn't allow me to pray.



Grandpa <3



and aft praying we saw this cat !
its wearing a jade necklace.
and i heard its like 40plus years old
and it sleeps beside the buddhas. o:



Gelin ! <3
i miss her sooo much.



Gelin Mell Joa.
we all look so dead aft
all the crying. hahaha.







Gerald and Brian.
I miss them soo much !
they return to their country
last sat ! ):











Cousins !!
only pheobe and ulani is missing. :/

I miss everyone soo much.
the last time we all were
tgt was CNY this year.

we were having so much fun
and grandpa was still alive !



Cousins + Wati (maid)

and the maid cried alot too.
and she's leaving bck to
her country too cause
since grandpa has passed away.

there's nth for her to do nw.
omggggggggggggggggg.
i miss everybody ):





Aunt Gerald Brian Uncle.







Us with Grandma <3



and my uncle was like
eh a funny picture la.

then only me and gelin gave faces. -.-





Mel Gerald Joa Gel.
in gelin's dad car.
going to idk where to eat
CURRY FISH HEADDDD <3



while waiting for the curry fish head.



Brian <3



Gerald <3







EATING <3



and bro aimed the head.
hahahaahahahaha.

peeping through the fish eye.



Gerald and ME <3



Younger bro.
LOL.



See can you see anything
between my nose hair ;p
hehehehehhehehe.



Gerald !!! <3



the curry fish head is super nice
we were all trying to fnish every
single bit up !



Dad feeling satisfied.
haha.



My aunty was saying
wha you all finish your food ah.

and i snapped her at the finished part
read her lips.
hahahaha



Aunt and Gerald.





All of us were trying to digest
all the fooood haha.



Gearld and Me <3

omg i miss him soo much
and he's super cuteeee.





Brian and Bro still eating.
we were all like super full alr.



See this gelin take
the wet hanky to clean her nails.
LOL



STILL EATING.
so nw you know hw
nice this curry fish head is ?!

okay i gna end this post and rus hhome
cause i'll be meeting dad up
to change my phone most probably !!!

and i really miss everybody ! ):
Gerald Brian Pheobe Ulani Gelin Melissa <3
we'll wait till everybody's here and
we have a mass stayover !!!!

like everybody tgt ok !!!!

I love my family <3
Every single member.
Treasure people arnd you.
Don't wait till they're gone.