BloodyBitch

i'm still awake ~~ gelin is beside me and talking very loudly . and i'm JEALOUS . she have ppl to accompany her talk . and i'm just stucked to this com . =/ ivan's asleep . and i don't wanna talk to anyone else other thn him . wakeywakey dearie . I MISS YOU MUCH. =/ i'm like being soo silly talking to the com , and expect him to hear me . \0/ changed a blog song . cause ivan always press it away whn he views my blog . this song isn't noisy anymore ! so ivan got no excuse to turn it off . (: and the lyrics kinda meaningful too ~

AWAKE

With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.
You're an angel disguised.

And you're lying real still,
but your heart beat is fast just like mine.
And the movie's long over,
that's three that have passed, one more's fine.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

I'm trying real hard not to shake. I'm biting my tongue,
but I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,
I feel like I've won. You're my key to survival.

And if it's a hero you want,
I can save you. Just stay here.
Your whispers are priceless.
Your breathe, it is dear. So please stay near.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

Say my name. I just want to hear you.
Say my name. So I know it's true.
You're changing me. You're changing me.
You showed me how to live.
So just say. So just say,

That you'll stay awake for me.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

nice lyrics yea ? (: i'm just too bored . i'll post anything i can find .

JAS isn't asleep too . sent me a link which and its VERY VERY FUNNY . i was laughing all the way .

CAMMIE ~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-WjoRo_kH3I

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pkwh2nNP3pQ
and she sent me another one . and this video is like COOL LA . one of the guy actions is like fast forward and the other is normal speed . i wonder how they do it . sooo cool can . =/ i want go find out liao . and i gonna look for more funny videos to entertain myself. and i'll put all the links up here !

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jW42Sxq0OMw
some SHE song . and ella is so CUTE .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9nEy_9Rx5WY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PvX0MclhoLo

i freaked out and cry after watching this 2 . =/

i'm sooo bored ! no more videos . and gelin is still on the phone ! shes like planning what she gonna do with her friends on thurs . LOL . go escape ok ? go sentosa ? go wildwildwet ? go pasir ris beach ? go friend house slack ? lols . so many places to go . I MISS IVAN LA ! i think i'm not gonna slp . wait till ivan wake up . he's gonna wake up soon . . i think. =/

♥Goodbye Sweeties { 9:06 PM }

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

im at GELIN'S house now ! ohyea ~ gonna stay over tonight . and i spent $12.40 on tidbits ! so tonight we won't be hungry whn we stay up late. =/ BUT its fattening . jas send me a picture she took yesterday with her new cammie(her new bestfriend) . i look fugly in it . BUT ivan is like sooo CUTE . \0/

i look WEIRD , with that face cramp. and ivan is like looking at me whn i'm doing that face. =/ I LOVE NAVI NAVI NAVI (:

HONEY ~~ msg me asap whn your prac end k ! i'm missing you sooo much ! ):

&& jas says she gonna get me a bikini from thailand and we're going sentosa or wildwildwet . x)

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got nth better to do . blog the second time . & ivan called me !!! ohyea ~ i miss him soooo much . gelin melissa colin and i are like eating and eating ! and we were telling jokes . and my melissa was like what ?! i don't understand .act out leh . & we repeat the joke for like 4 or 5 times . and we change a version too . she still don't get it . LOL . cute sia ~

♥Goodbye Sweeties { 9:09 PM }

Monday, November 27, 2006

brother received a last minute call to go to work . and he actually got ready in like 15mins ! he was screaming for me to get his things ready . "JOANNE HELP ME PUT THE SHAMPOO BACK" "JOANNE HELP ME GET THE HAIR THINGS READY" "JOANNE OPEN THE DOOR FOR ME" "JOANNE WHERE IS MY WATCH" "JOANNE LEND ME YOUR WATCH" "JOANNE HELP ME MAKE MY HAIR PROPERLY" and so on . and he rushed out of the house leaving a mess on my table and the toilet for me to clear for him . =/ waiting for dear to come back punggol . so can meet him ! i miss him sosososo MUCH . and the stupid printer can't scan the neoprints we took on friday . wdf , useless printer . no ink . \0/

I LOVE JIE KANG OH NAVI . (:

♥Goodbye Sweeties { 4:21 PM }

Sunday, November 26, 2006

didn't really have much time to blog this few days . wake up go out , thn come back slp . =/ went to grandmother house today . GELIN was there too ~ she kinda had a personal msg war with a girl - dini . haas . they were funny . pm also can have fights . i only knw got tagboard war . thats already lame enough . plus the girl was saying my cousin having big breast is no good . \0/& we camwhored ~

look who is in the phone x)

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SATURDAY

went to visit my auntie. she gave birth to a baby boy ~ and his name was JAYVAN . cool name yea ~ and i got to see GENE AND JEFFERY . they were always missing during family gatherings . and they've grown fatter ! =x

dear , nice ?

&& i MISS/LOVE you . x)

♥Goodbye Sweeties { 11:48 PM }

Thursday, November 23, 2006

went pulau ubin today with bene ~ was soooo hot . and i was wearing black ! didn't cycle much either . auntie emilyn fell and rolled down the slope. and was badly hurt . =/ we rest at a shelter and there was alot of other school ncc guys . i think they were having some station games . AND it started to rain . but it was much cooler . bene said he had a fun time today because i lend him my hp to take pictures plus i was there to accompany him . and i piggy back him walk for soooo long . and he was on my back taking pictures every second. and all the pictures look the same . had a great time ~ but my butt was hurting sooo much . sit on the bicycle too long .

pictures taken today ~

he's promoting his mom hp . =0

he really got big mouth.
snapshots by bene

ncc guys dancing chicken dance . they were funny.

hes very very heavy.

my brother and ben , i think they're trying to shoot ice into the cup . they have nth better to do . =/

home time ~

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dear's birthday is tomorrow ! maybe going town . but i need to go home early . =/ went tampines ytd and got him a orange lighter . but he say he like yellow colour better . but there no yellow plus orange more unique . thn the shop say they don't have engraving service . so i went to yellow and asked them . they just keep tell me outside one cannot . thn i'm like plsplspls . then they don't care ! wdf , i hate that stupid shop . and ivan don't knw i got a lighter for him . (: at chalet , i overheard him telling a friend he wanted to get a lighter. and otw to tm , there is this cute fat little boy . his tail damn long la.

i wonder will he like this .

cute right ?!

&& lastly i love punggol skies . (:

punggol houses look like toy houses .

**i love NAVI OH KANG JIE. (:

♥Goodbye Sweeties { 6:00 PM }

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

back pain ~ i wonder why . woke up early today despite sleeping late ytd . rot at home . waiting for ivan get back to punggol and gonna meet him ! (: and my brother friend called , i thought it was my mom . and i answered and i kept whispering hello & make funny noises . =x thn i got to knw and i was soooo embarrassed . =/

♥Goodbye Sweeties { 4:33 PM }

Monday, November 20, 2006

haven blog for days ! chalet was FUNFUNFUN. and i got to meet beneboy on sunday . and my dad bought a new phone for me . (: life is like so great now . and i'm getting a new mp3 soon ! and i miss IVAN HO JIE KANG .

CHALET ~ lovely swthearts .

BENE . he stick to me like superglue . (:

♥Goodbye Sweeties { 10:57 PM }

Thursday, November 16, 2006

i'm rotting at home . at least tmr i won't be bored anymore. (: and tmr i'll get to seeeee MY LOVELY GELIN . x) its been so long sice i last met her . and SHE misses ME soo much . right gelin ?

♥Goodbye Sweeties { 5:28 PM }

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

well , i'm alone at home again . both brothers are off to school . =/ its raining . make the whole house seem soo gloomy and i can't help thinking of those things . ):

as i said i'll blog about ytd . went vivo with justin . he brought me to eat at a japanese restaurant . food was great . and we went on a boat after dinner . and he brought me to sit the cable car . and we went to the jewel box , and there was man made snow !

i was really happy. it seems that we were back in the past when we first met . i really missed those times . i tried hard to find those feelings back , i really tried .=/ i wish i could turn back time and make things right . so we all won't have to go through these suffering . we used to be the couple which ppl envy us cause we're too loving . and we can't live without each other . i wonder why our relationship will turn out this way ? i really think that we would last long , if only those things didn't happen . ): and you've been a very big & important part of my life . and i'm trying hard to forget those unhappy moments. and now after i gave you up , i feel kinda lost . ): i miss you . =/

♥Goodbye Sweeties { 12:55 PM }

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

i had a very great time with justin today . i'll blog about it tmr . gonna slp soon . i'll rmb you for sure . =/ take care of yourself too .

♥Goodbye Sweeties { 11:33 PM }

Monday, November 13, 2006

hey , i'm really sorry yea . i really didn't want all this to happen . but somethings are really too late to be mend. things happen and we can't be like the past . i knw what i do now , i'll regret for sure . but i just can't take it anymore . the feeling isn't as strong as last time . you used to be my everything . its just that after some things happened , i've learnt not to love you so much and always give in to you . things can't be the same anymore. & don't always treat me soo good whn you knw i'm about to leave. i knw you'll see my blog and i don't knw how to say it out to you . maybe you'll get to knw from here ? you shall take care yea . and i'll remember you for sure . you made me fall for you sooo deeply . yet , i still choose to leave . =/

♥Goodbye Sweeties { 5:35 PM }

Sunday, November 12, 2006

i'm rotting at home as usual . (: someone called me a weakling but he himself was drunk last night . =x and i'm seriously bored . ): entertain me someone ?

- i miss you , you you YOU .
yea , i'm sure it you . =/

♥Goodbye Sweeties { 6:04 PM }

Saturday, November 11, 2006

went to school today and i went into pure geog class . i wasn't quite pleased with it . but whn i got to knw there were many many fun people in my class . i guess its quite alright afterall . i think my class must take art . \0/ my art sucks !! i even have problems drawing a simple cartoon . OMG , what should i do. went home and my dad was nagging like hell . he asked me to change my school uniforn AGAIN . wdf . i don't want . i'll look like a sec1 like that . cause of my height ! ):

went plaza sing with jas . catched a movie - material girls . its didn't teach much . and the movie was soso . =/ and today me and jas was supposed to be geeks . cause we dressed weirdly . =x on the mrt there was a group of malays came in arnd serangoon or what . they were like totally AHBENGS . jas and i was laughing at them but we're trying to control ourselves . thn one of them asked for number and keep talking to us . we were like ignoring them cause they were obviously playing . and they tried to speak chinese and it was like uber funny .

met justin for a little while . (: kinda miss him . and its our 3month today ! ~~ x) sent me home and he went for his class chalet . and he still haven't call me yet . ahh nvm , he must be busy . & i love you so .

*maybe i don't mean so much to you as i thought . )': (& justin i'm not referring to you k .)

♥Goodbye Sweeties { 12:01 AM }

Thursday, November 09, 2006

i'm stuck at home ! wdf , can someone come to punggol and keep me accompany ? i don't feel like going out . i'm too lazy . =x and my damn hi card has no value again ! and i'm waiting for my aunt to top up for me . what if justin can't call me now how ? ): and my com is like fucking lag and i don't knw why .

i miss you so . (:

♥Goodbye Sweeties { 4:09 PM }

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

after school went to meet justin . he's starting work tomorrow and i think probably we'll meet less often . went home after that . was trying to edit some pictures whn my brother just came home and ask me get off the com cause he wanna use . i had no choice la . my com can't use . must see his face . \0/ wdf . and i found out somethings and i feel like a fool to believe what the person say . how stupid can i be ? ahh , forget it . quarreled with my brother again . he is obviously in the wrong yet he can push all the blame on me ! and i was fed up quarreling with him cause i know i'll nva win .

**btw \0/ is trying to show i'm rasing my both hands .

look weird ?

i'm sooo pissed off . ):

♥Goodbye Sweeties { 8:52 PM }

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

had nothing better to do this morning . found the dvds which contained the videos which were taken 3years ago ! i was on the trip to cameron highlands . (: i saw how KUKU i was whn iwas p5 . =x and it make me miss everyone alot ! theres this cute guy name tongyen . i rmb we were at sunway lagoon playing and all of a sudden , he turn to me and said "if we grow up we married ok ?" and i'm like eh ? =x haas . he's the only one that will leave the boys and accompany me . and BENEDICT was damn cute . i rmb the song we used to sing and he used to say joanne is my girlfriend to everyone . i miss him . aww , he's in china now . ): he came back early this year and i got to see him . and he's still cute as ever and he still stick to me like superglue .

accompanied my aunty to compass . was supposed to meet sleepyhead for awhile but my aunty took her own sweet time . so sleepyhead went home first . =x sorry eh . make you wait . compass was such a boring place . went down to tampines instead . bought a shorts . finally get what i wanted for so long. dad came to fetch us back home . and went for dinner at macpherson there ! my mom used to stay there when she was my age . the food there kinda sucks . slept in dads car all the way home . =x i'm soo tired . BYEBYE .

♥Goodbye Sweeties { 11:19 PM }

had so much fun with justin today ! (: he came and he was like touching every single thing he see . rach told me that she thinks justin is hot . and he was the love of her life . =0 she saw his picture and it was love at first PICTURE ! its the first time i heard there is this kinda thing . and i told her we share justin. i get 60% and she get 40% . justin is like sooo lucky . he got two girlfriends ! =x wdf , i'm still sneezing !

& i love you so . (:

♥Goodbye Sweeties { 11:39 AM }

Monday, November 06, 2006

well , justin is taking sooo long ! whn is he coming . i'm sooo bored. i've been sneezing sooo much ever since i woke up today . must be someone miss me too much . =x and JUSTIN QUICK COME LEH .

♥Goodbye Sweeties { 12:21 PM }

Saturday, November 04, 2006

i slept at 4plus ytd and woke up at 8plus today ! my mom kinda drag me out of bed ask me to accompany get the don't know whatever tickets for my dad to stick on his car thing . and she don't know how to go to rivervale plaza but i know . have mac for breakfast . xD its been a long time since i had a proper meal . anw , she didn't tell me she was going to bugis to buy something too ! i was soo tired la . she wanted to go to some weird shopping mall . THE CONCOURSE ? it also have a weird name . and the worse is , she don't know how to mall looks like and we need to find it ourselves & the mall was located faraway from bugis mrt . we spent soo long walking and walking . but nvm , i'll take it as exercise . after buying her stuff , we kinda lost our way . we didn't know how to go back to bugis mrt . and we actually walked the wrong direction . finally we reach bugis mrt and the mrt is packed with people . and i can't sit down . my legs were aching like hell . went back to punggol . theres this exhibition about my brother's school . there were like soo many of his schoolmates . and suddenly some girls popped up infront of me and my mom . and they started smling at me . and pulling more girls and pointing fingers at me and smiling at me . i don't think i know them . weird people eh . =x

aldon let me see this picture . he say he love it . but its sooo freaky and yucky . =x the girl is being sooo silly .

BYEBYE , i'm sooo tired .

♥Goodbye Sweeties { 5:35 PM }

Thursday, November 02, 2006

my mom is currently showing how unhappy she is with everyone ? shes slaming things and saying out how upset is she with us . but nobody seem to care . =x even my dad . we're just doing our own things . =x sometimes we must understand . my mom have her mood swings too(every one month shes like that) . and don't ask why i know she has her mood swing .

went out with justin . went to ktv and hear him sing . xD haas . it was cold in there ! he gave me his friend jacket ask me to cover . but i don't like his friend smell ! sooo not nice . i still like justin smell . =x use to it le . thn he keep giving me his friend jacket . DEAR , i really don't like his smell ! dear , i love you so . (:

my brother showed me this picture he edited . nice yea . its taken on the bungalow high up in cameron highlands ! i miss thoes times when we were having sooo much fun . and we were still kids and we didn't cared much . just play and play . we haven't been seeing each other for quite a long time . a few years . ): i wanna have this kinda trips again ! i can have so much fun and forget everything . (:

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