BloodyBitch

i'm disappointed ?
or maybe sad ?
or maybe angry ?
or maybe all of them.

ok, i realised i only get to
see you on alternate days.
& when you come.
you ALWAYS look tired
& feel tired.

i wonder why. :o

are you out late at nights ?
& you didn't tell me ?
or don't bother to call ?

& today,
we were suppose to meet !
you PROMISED me
that you'll be up by 11.
& i said ok.

then i waited and waited ?
messaged you like a dozen times.
no replys, no calls.

& i'm starting to doubt your love ?
can't blame me.
you made me feel that way.

the way you've been
acting lately is sooooo
WEIRD !

and i really don't believe you
slept the whole day !!!
its really impossible for someone
to not wake up even a single time
when they sleep sooo long.

plus on tues,
YOU SLEPT THE WHOLE DAY TOO.
& you never gave me a call.
only till the next morning. =/
and when you came to look for me.
you were tired.

hey, whats wrong with you.
you slept so much,
yet you're like so tired ?

my mind was like thinking
what were you doing last night ?
when you told me you're going home,
maybe you just called to just tell lies.
& ton again ?
with who ?
i don't know.

& you should know what i saw eh.
i message you about it.
no reply ?

again i must repeat !
i don't believe that
you didn't wake up
even once to go to
the toilet or whatever shit.
so you must have checked
you phone
& again delibrately
ignored my messages
when i was
BEGGING &
PLEADING
you to call me.

can i ask.
what kind of girlfriend
must beg her boyfriend
to just give her A call.

i mean one call only.
not multiple calls.

yesterday after knowing
after knowing what you did,
i was furious !
& kinda upset at the same time.

you know how awful the feeling is ?
to want to know the truth
& i just can't reach you.
for more than 24hours !!

is this fair to me ?!?!?!

you can jolly well call me
whenever you want to.
& i must pick up your calls.
if not you'll be like.
what you doing ?!
why never pick up my calls one.
call so many times.
(ps you would only call 2times)
you consider that much.

campare to my situation baby,
you're way better.

i can call you 80++ times.
no calls no replys.
& i will cry instead of being angry.

maybe you're even reading
my post now.
you jus tdon't wanna hear my voice.

CAUSE I THINK THAT
YOU DON'T LOVE ME
ANYMORE !!!!! ):

can you prove that i'm wrong ?
show me dude~

like i say,
actions speak louder
than words do.

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