I'M FUCKING PISSED OFF BY MY
PARENTS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

know what ?!

i've been wanting to dye blond.
i told my mum about it.

my mum said that she don't have
so much money to waste on my hair.

then i said its okay i pay myself.
and she say up to you lor !

which indirectly means OKAY !

and so i went to look for
shops that is like not so
expensive that i could afford
to get my hair bleached and dye blond
and go for some treatment !

and finally i found a affordable one just now.
and i was extremely happy that i ran to tell
my mum :

MAMA I FOUND ONE SHOP DAMN CHEAP ONE.
I CAN DYE HAIR LIAO ! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

and you know wdf she reply me ?

NONONONONONONONONONO.
I DON'T WANT YOU TO BLEACH YOUR HAIR.
DON'T DYE BLOND. LIKE SOME ANGMOH.

then my dad add on :

NONONONONONO I CANNOT ACCEPT THIS.
I DON'T LIKE ! YOU REALLY LIKE BLOND SO MUCH MEH ?
WHY WANT DYE BLOND ?

my reply :

CAUSE I'VE BEEN LONGING FOR THIS
COLOUR FOR LIKE SO LONG.
AND NOW, THE HAIR THAT GROWS
OUT FROM MY SCALP ARE ALL WHITE.
SO WHEN I GET BLOND I DON'T NEED
TO DYE SO FREQUENT CAUSE MY HAIR IS ALREADY WHITE.
THERE WILL BE NOT MUCH DIFFERENT !

AND I REALLY LIKE BLOND.
I REALLY WANT TO TRY IT OUT.

dad :

NONONONONONO.
I STILL CANNOT ACCEPT.

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okay fuck how am i suppose to put this out ?
you can just fucking tell me NO when i want
to even dye blond in the first place.

why make me happy and spend my time to
go look for saloons and long for the
day to dye blond to come ?!

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK YOU!!!!!

i know bleaching my hair
is not gooood ! but i don't
give a fuck to it cause i'm seriously
gonna go have a treatment done when
i bleachhhhhh it !

my hair is so fucking important that
you should know i won't let my hair
turn hideous.

and if you think my ahir will turn hideous
after getting it dyed blond, you should jolly
well know how uch i want to get that colour despite
risking the condition of my hair.

wdf, what kinda parents are you ?
i don't think you even understand
me well enough to know me.

so what now ? you don't want me
to bleach right ?!??!!

you say you prefer my reddish hair now right ?!


LIMBEI BLEACH AND DYE RED
LET YOU SEE AH.

let the whole fucking red
obvious like hell like
chaoahlian ah !

and i bloody fucking take
a board print your pictures
of it and walk around.

tell everyone you my parents
make you fucking embarrassed !!!!!







KNN PCB LIMEBI SIBEI SOT. __

i hate it when people bring me up
and pull me down.

the worst i can expect is
my own fucking parents love
to play this fucking trick on me !

and they only talk to me nicely
when they need my help.

what am i sial ?!
maid and someone not worth it ?!

yea, friends around me
should know like how long
has this 'parent' problem
had been bothering me.

got even worse this year
and i cry like every now
and then cause i felt upset
with their actions towards me
and how they treat me indifferently.

but recently i just shut my
mouth up and just listen to
what they have to say.

cause you know what i would get
when i answer back ?

if its a little more nagging,
i can handle it.

but when it comes to part
where my dad would say :

you believe now i slap you ?
i say what you just do.

haha yes. he said that exact
words to me on the day i went to
register at RP. -.-

i think that can explain why my
eyes were like puffy in the picture.
cause i had been crying like some dog.

and now no matter how unhappy
i am or how much i feel like
answering them,

i just keep quiet and go to bed
and cry till i sleep and curse them
silently.

sounds like some coward right !
yayayayaya, somehow i don't have
the courage to hurt my parents
with my words. -.-

i sound so stupid here.
fuck myself.
go bang the wall and die.

NABEI LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
FUCKING PEKCHEK ! ):


I want to go cry liao.
byebye <3

-.-











i want this hair colour !!!!
i might never get this colour till i die !

or maybe i would. ?
was typing this blog post
and he suddenly came over and
said :

Joanne is not don't let you dye.
Is don't want you to make yourself ugly.
Don't angry......

Me reply :

I just want to give it a try only mah.
Cause i really like.
(in a very whiny tone)

hahahah guess what ?!

dad :

okay i discuss with mama first.
(walks away)


seeeeeeeeee, how i can forgive my
parents so easily when i'm freaking
pissed with them ?

somehow i can feel so upset with
them at times but all they need to
do is just talk to me abit better and
i'm freaking contented :/

yea, i'm easily contented. -.-
so easy to hong. -.-

okay bye, i really go liao worhxzxzx.
miss me worhxzxzxzx . ;p