AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
i'm in a foul mood o:
i'm fucking fucked up.
cause of so many things o:

let me list them down :

1) Blog
2) O level
3) Locked at home
4) Parents
5) Work
6) Hair

okay now i'll explain! o:

1) Blog.

i've been busy lately.
and i seldom check on my blog.
and when i checked on it
last night, my pictures GONE.

due to some bandwidth exceeded stuff ?
and how to i fix it ?
i don't know !!!!!!!!!!!! o:

all my post's pictures cannot be seen o:
i only manage to save my blog template o:

i think i'll just leave it like that. o:
so sorry people.
but the pictures still can be seen
when you click on them :D

so ya, sorry ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh o:

2) O levels

as we all know, he results are
coming out soooooon o:
and i'm soo afraid that
i'll fail my o levels or
get some fucking bad result
and can't go to any of the polys o:

and jas dreamt that we both
got the same aggregate for
o levels :

a whopping 22points ! o:

3) Locked at home

my mum accidentally took my
key and i forgot to take it
back from her yesterday.
and noone is at home.

and there's no spare key.
the worse part, hunny
came over and bought lunch
for me after his school.

and i realise i don't have the key
ony till hun appear at my doorstep !
so i feel damn guilty !

and hun stand at the door.
and i stand at the door.
to eat together and talk -.-

in between us was a stupid
fucking dooor! o:

4) Parents

they get so annoying these few days.
they keep nagging about me not
working and poly -.-

like hello ?!
i'm worrying that i'm not
able to even pass my olevels

and they want to to choose my
poly courses now ?!

and i told them like million times
that i hate to plan things before hand.

like without knowing how much
i will get for my L1R4, i start
to choose my poly courses.

what if i can't get in ?!
and my score doesn't allow me to ?

ya, fuck the planning shit thing.
once i think i want something.
and i can't get it.
i'll like brood over it.
and won't want other alternatives.

so understand why i don't want
to choose my courses now ?!

DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ! o:

5) Work

i can't find any jobs !!! o:
and mum is always nagging
me to find one quick.

cause i'm doing nothing everyday
sitting at home and going out o:

and i can't find any jobs after
the stupid oriental job thing.

you know after that setback.
i'm horrified by how tough it
is to work.

and i'm afraid to work -.-
how funny is that uh ?

and i'm pissed off by
how some people you work with
judge you without really knowing you.

i heard this one yesterday from hun :

some mandrin oriental staff.
told hun to be careful of me.
cause he say i'm an ahlian.
and i will run off with some other guy
when i go to poly or whatsoever.

WDF ?!

okay now ask me who is the guy.
my answer ?

I DON'T KNOW THE FUCKING GUY.

and what i heard from hun,
the guy know i existed cause
i told him that justin is my boyfriend
and i was crying at that point of time.

DOUBLE WDF !

i'm crying desperately
looking for hun when i was
accused at work.

makes me an ahlian and
i will run off with some other guy ?

huh, where's the link in it ?
and i know i might be some kinda ahlian
only when i think there is a need to.
but i'm no big shot or what.

and when i was working for
the 3 days.

i'm as quiet as a mouse there.
you never see me talking to others
or even trying to fit in there ?!

i just stick to hun and gerard and huiyu ?

so ridiculous of him, to
even judge me when i don't even
know he existed.

and the mere words we exchanged
was like : Justin is my boyfriend. -.-

FUCK YOU ASSHOLE.
i don't give a fuck if you're
some gangster in some gang.

6) Hair

here's a picture to show why :



i went to get my bangs o:
yes, just like the last year.

BUT this time, its much shorter.
and i look like a fucking retard now.

I EVEN FEEL LIKE PUNCHING
MYSELF WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR.

i'm a horrible looking monster ! o:

i told the aunty :
have it short till my eyebrows
then she cut below my eyebrows.

i was thinking that its too long
so when chinese new year come.
it'll be like even longer.

so i told the aunty to cut
a little bit shorter cause i
want it to be at my eyebrows
not over my eyebrows.

so she snip snip snip.
and its above my eyebrow
by alot alot !!!!!!!!! o:

and i think its not
straight, its like slanted.

NABEI CBBBBBBBBBBBB.

what kinda bang is that ?!
i look horrendous now.

FUCK LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !

i'm fucking pissed ):
and sad and angry ? o:

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and some pictures on xmas eve '08



a very blur image of
weiqiang and me under
hun's blur umbrella :D

outside LJS at cine :D



another very blur picture
of 4 guys with 4 girls handbag.

left to right :

hun with my bag.
daryl chua with wyn bag.
jon with mel bag
benjamin with jas bag

bwahahahahahahahahahahahas.

notice that they hold on
the same side and they walk
in a line. hehehe ;p

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Pictures of Desiree
the cuteeeeeeeeeeee :D





she came over and she slept :D
heheheheheheheheh.
very cute right !!!! :D

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New Year's Eve

this year new year's eve
was simple :D

had a family gathering
at punggol 21 :D

did nothing much but
just hang around :D



debbiejiejie bought
this for her cute baby.
bwahahahhahahahahahas.



mother and daughter.
hehehehehehehehehe ;p



and she always eat her hand o:
cause i think her teeth are coming
out sooooon :D



THIS IS ADROABLE !!!!!!!!! o:
omgomgomgomgomg.

Desiree is soo cute right ?!



hun with his wdf face -.-
and its the last day
of his rebonded long fringe.

later you'll know why :D

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Dad new fishy

my dad's fish tank
had been empty for
quite long.

so recently, he did something
new to it :D

and i love it! :D
hehehehehehehhee .













he arrange some rocks
in it and bought lots
of colourful fishes :)

there's even more fishes now o:

then the rocks make it look like
some underwater cave or what.
hehehehehehhe :D

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Saturday

went out with family.
to get my new year clothes.
but found nothing much

but i saw this very cute piece
at chinatown :D



it cost like 69bucks.
its a jumper.
and i look like a painter
or a hiphop girl when i wear it.
hehehehehehehehehehehe



and now you know why
new year's eve was his
last day of his rebonded long fringe.

cause he manage to go up
to secondary 5 so his
hair needs to be short.

so here's his bangs.
his bangs are much cuter
than mine okay ! o:
so sad !!!!!!!!!!! ):

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Dad sleeping





this is dad sleeping on the couch
while watching television o:

notice that he had the
remote control on his hand.

so he totally look like
he's enjoying the tv programme
but his eyes are closed -.-
super funnnnnny o:

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my cute little boyfriends :D
plus my wonderful official boyfriend :D

jon, ian, hun, kai, rad.

i miss all of them so much!

all of them cover their
dicks at chest in the
picture except hun.

very weird poses.

and we saw this picture
at a cafe near jas's house ! o:

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Sunay - 11th Month Anni :D

time pass so fast.
and i've been tgt with
hun for like 11months o:

heheheheheehehe ;p
well, i went to bugis
to shop for new year clothes :D

bought alot of things :D
and at the same thing got my idiotic bangs.

so i was waiting at home
for hun to come to punggol
and them we'll go to hougang
to get my bangs and eat and
get contacts (:

so i was thinking before
i cut my bangs, i want to
take a picture before i cut it.



yes, i'm acting cute o:
hehehehehehehehe.

and now i shall be emo :D





this picture shouts :

oh hi i'm joa the emo :D
why did you leave me.
i'm soo sad i wanna slit my wrist o:

but this emo hair is way better
than my retarded twart hair now o:





a very ahlian pose o:
but see my fringe ! o:







see after my bangs.
i try to act cute.

FAILED !!!!!!!!!!!!! o:

i look like shit now.
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

i cannot get over my stupid hair ):

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AND YOU KNOW WHATS THE BEST
PART OF MY POST ?! :D



THIS ASSHOLE THAT MAKE ME
MISS HIM SO MUCH IS ABLE TO GET OUT
ON CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!!! :D

and yes, i'm fucking
looking forward to CNY
we'll all be back tgt again.
hehehehehehehehehehe.

omgomgomgomg.
i can't wait o:

and you know what the last
time i see him was like
the day he ran away from court.

he came to look for me and hun o:
outside my schooool o:

i swear that we're looking
here and there when we were
at the void deck.
to see if there was any police o:

so we spend like a few hours
physco-ing him to go surrender o:

but he didn't la. o:
and i remember that day
i kissed him goodbye o:
cause i know i won't be seeing him
any soooooon ):

and ya, a week later or a few days.
he got caught and i didn't get to see
him after that ! ):

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okay byebye.
this is a very long post ! o: