BloodyBitch

firstly let me tell you first . this post gonna be very long . cause i'll be whining soo much . and maybe you find it boring . =/

was suppose to meet ivan in the morning . but he like the weather too much and was sleeping like a pig whn i called him don't knw how many times. changed plans , went to meet JAS. it was raining so heavily and i walked in the rain !! first time ~ went to girls best hangout place straight away whn i reach hougang mall . my hair was like OMG! ~ called jas and she was trying to get here asap . didn't blamed her . i was soo bored in the toilet la . but i decided to jump onto the place where can put your bag and do your makeup . i sat there and listen to mp3 . ppl came in and was looking at me . & again emotions took over me , i was crying again . finally jas came ! the first thing she did was . screaming JOANNEEEE ! cause her bag was very wet . =/ JESS met us too. ate at mac . ate applepie . i wasn't hungry anyway . i haven didn't eat or drink anything ever since i received that msg . \0/ i myself was surprised too , can don't drink and don't eat. cool yea ~ DIET !! saw caiyan and mac too ~ she didn't change at all. still very cute . and its her birthday this friday ! wished her happy birthday thn she was like present leh ~ =x i rmb i bought a pig for her last birthday . walked around hougang mall , keep seeing caiyan . JAS intended to hit her butt . =x went tampines mall after that . meet gengkai ~ he was sleeping whn i called him on the bus . thn i'm like must come hor !! i think he rushed like hell . he was there even before we reached . =x watched THE HOLIDAY . i was crying almost half the show . =/ went home after show . =/ and it was raining soo heavily. gengkai accompanied me took the train to pasir ris and i took the bus home alone . i didn't allow him to send me all the way back . =x cause i wasn't use to him . and i felt weird .

pics we took ~

we played with icecream. the smiley we drew.

it started to melt and gengkai tilt the tissue and it became like this. so digusting . =x

jas bite jess on her neck .

and jess face expression . funny yea.

i think i haven't been sleeping for 2days plus . =0 i couldn't get to sleep . close my eyes , roll here , roll there i also can't slp . and medicine didn't work too . ate exra also no use ~~ but i found alot more medicine in the cupboard !! last night ANDYHOHOHO called me . we talked for like 7hours ! & we talked all the way , non stop . i was whining so much . but we crapped alot also. in the end my batt flat and the line cut off . thn i rolled about in bed again ! i think i slept around 30 mins and my dad call me wake up. \0/ and i didn't eat again ~ yea , thats soo cool .

i want IVAN HO JIE KANG back so badly . ): why things turn out this way ? and its been 1week since i last met him . its like damn long . i miss him soo much . and i feel like i'm dying inside . it ended all soo soon . and its one day before our 1month . thats like so great . \0/ the past few days i was looking forward to tues . i remembered that you once said you would dressed up in a polar bear suit on our first month and go town walk . =/ even though i knew you were kidding. but i just don't get it , its like so fast . you're feelings can dissappear so quickly . you said you didn't want to be neglecting me . and didn't want to make me feel so bad . but , i ain't better off without you . life sucks now . but i think you're much better without me . you mean so much to me . i want you so badly . ):

yayaya , finally this post is gonna end . i shall not whine anymore . gonna get prepare , meeting ANDYHOHOHO and JACKKYY . maybe they'll cheer me up with their silly nonsense .

goddammit , i love you so much .

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